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Friday, August 7th, 2009
10:49 am - I still love and watch the osbournes season 1,2,3,and 3 1/2. It makes me feel at home
I need to learn to seperate work from fun.
But on a light note if you ever tell me you don't know how serious you can be with me, then don't send me out with your best friend for drinks and get mad when we kiss. We were shwasted and you had me thinking we were done. Shit happens and you have no rihgt to be mad.

Life lesson: Never date/see/sleep with your boss no matter how seductive and alluring he may be about it.

He put up with my shit though and still comes back to me. SO i guess maybe hes a keeper. I wish he wouldn't say hurtful thigns like how he doesn't know how serious he can be with me and then turn around and think everythign is going to be the same.

I hate being a crazy hormonal girl.

Oh but cool news: moved into a lake house outside of starkville. Absolutely love it and Buster is going to fall in love with our kiler back yard and huge lake. Im definately a lucky girl to be here. Now I wish my bills would paythemselves. I have being responsible and I hate working 50 hr weeks. shoot me please.

But i am doing all these banquets for the MSU football team so i will be rolling in the $$ Too bad I got a D in a class. It killed me on the inside. It really did.

current mood: cranky

(Crown Me)

Thursday, June 25th, 2009
8:09 pm - And she said oh I can't take no more
So almost 2 weeks ago I drank 14 beers and chugged half a liter of vodka. I found God that night. I blacked out at 6:15 pm with my boss and bartender. I woke up at 1am bloody and had no recollection of anything I had done that previous day. Apparantly i fell down a flight of concrete stairs.
Needless to say I quit drinking. My drinking had gotten wayyyy too out of hand and Icouldn't remember a day that I hadn't gotten drunk in months.
In other news I went to court for getting arrested. And here it goes:
6 months probation
Drug and alky tests (color code booo)
Substance abuse classes
possible rehab (not likely)
Owe $800 to the state of alabama
SHitty part is that I don't get to celebrate my 21st birthday until January 27th and I have to pay the state of alabama and the state of mississippi. Since i can't go check in every time in bama i have to be double charged to be on probation in both states. IT BLOWS

The best way to get a day off of work is to have a mental break down and burst in to tears. Boys don't like to watch girls cry.... Jared sent me home immediately. He understood though hes been in my shoes.

I got a really neato dog though hes part pitbull part retriever. I saved him from the shelter and he is the best dog ever! Hes residing with my mom during her tough times right now....

Always save sad news for last:
Mom put Bruizer down today all she did was sob all day and it broke my tiny heart. Im glad she has Buster to console her momentarily.

current mood: sad

(Crown Me)

Tuesday, May 19th, 2009
5:58 pm
Strike that. I had a friend in Starkville die.
I won't be home until June 6 and will be staying until the 11th!

current mood: sad

(Crown Me)

Saturday, May 16th, 2009
7:33 pm
I need a life.
All I do is work and when Im not at work I am with my coworkers so its like work 24/7. Im just glad they are all partyers and like going out to sushi! My boss accidently groped me today and sadly thats the most action I have had in weeks...Once again I need a life.
Tomorrow is trashy trivia. Im pumped nothing like getting shitfaced with your boss and the bartenders at work and playing a mean game of trivia.

I am going to Daphne Thursday night and leaving Saturday mid day! Come see me

I have a good book suggestion: The Stephanie Plum Series by Janet Evanovich. Got to love female bounty hunters!!!

current mood: bored

(1 Tiara | Crown Me)

Tuesday, April 7th, 2009
3:29 pm
I got arrested sunday morning.... fuck my life

(Crown Me)

Thursday, April 2nd, 2009
11:15 pm - Don't bother angel, I know exactly what goes on....
Statement#1: Marley and me was super fucking sad and it reminded me of the faithful Bruizer Brown.
Statement#2: Don't flatter yourself friend, thats all we are....friends!

oh and I signed a lease for a cabin on lake.... 3 bedroom 3 bath... pretty damn sweet.

(3 Tiaras | Crown Me)

Wednesday, January 14th, 2009
10:46 pm
Just when good things start to happen....

current mood: tired

(3 Tiaras | Crown Me)

Wednesday, December 31st, 2008
1:22 pm - Boredom at its finest
1. was 2008 a good year for you?
Sure, I learned a lot

2. what was your favorite moment of the year?
no particular moment

3. what was your least favorite moment of the year?
realizing that he wasn't a true friend

4. where were you when 2008 began?
I honestly do not remember

5. who were you with?

6. where will you be when 2008 ends?
in this gaudy apartment complex

7. who will you be with when 2008 ends?
Hopefully someone in particular

8. what did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
Signed a lease and fell in to 15,000 of debt. But hey Im happy

9. did you keep your new years' resolutions, & will you make more for next year
I don't do that mess

10. did anyone close to you give birth?
My bestfriend and a ton of peopel I went to high school with

11. did anyone close to you die?
No one super close

12. did you travel outside of the u.s. in 2008?
Sadly no

13. how many different states did you travel to in 2008?
Mississippi, Alabama, Florida, Georgia, Tennessee, Kentucky, and West Virginia

14. what would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
Stability and a steady income

15. what date(s) from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, & why?

16. what was your biggest achievement of the year?
I rekindled some friendships

17. what was your biggest failure?
Not being able to find a job for a year and a half

18. did you suffer any illness or injury?
I got my boobs cut off

19. what was the best thing you bought?
A one way ticket out of alabama

20. whose behavior merited celebration?
my roommate Kirsten

21. whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

22. where did most of your money go?
MSU, Rent, Gas, Beer

23. what did you get really, really, really excited about?
Baby brooklyn being born.

24. what song will always remind you of 2008?
Lollipop thanks little wayne for being so damn catchy

25. compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? ehhh
iii. richer or poorer? wayyyyy poorer
26. what do you wish you'd done more of? let loose

27. what do you wish you'd done less of?

28. how will you be spending xmas?
With my family

29. did you fall in love in 2008?
no way

30. if yes, with who?

31. if yes, do they know?

32. are you still in love with them?

33. do you regret it?

34. did you breakup with anyone in 2008?

35. how many one-night stands?

36. how many people did you sleep with in 2008?

37. do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Most definately, Im packing some hatred for a select few

38. did you make any new friends in 2008?
Tons of them and I love it

(Crown Me)

Friday, December 19th, 2008
9:39 pm
Not today
walk away

p.s. I have small boobies now. They are bloody and crusty and have between 300 - 500 sitches in them... one word: perky

(6 Tiaras | Crown Me)

Thursday, December 4th, 2008
10:57 am
2 years + a week= me graduating from college.... Exam time makes me wish that day was like I dunno tomorrow.

BYEBYE BOOBIES= December 12th

(3 Tiaras | Crown Me)

Sunday, June 29th, 2008
10:55 pm
shoot me

(Crown Me)

Thursday, May 1st, 2008
12:33 am
I'm not ready to leave this place. I don't think anyone quite understands how much I will miss RM 528 and the peopel who resided there all year!
Can't wait until Friday though a lovely weekend in Memphis!!
I miss my roomie already

current mood: sad

(1 Tiara | Crown Me)

Sunday, February 17th, 2008
12:03 pm
I am such a sad person right now

(1 Tiara | Crown Me)

Wednesday, January 9th, 2008
5:48 pm - Please take me away before I melt in to the ground
Oh my. If I could go back and change some things, there is one thing I would change. One major thing that I wouldn't have fucked up. But its okay. Theres something new and foreign in my life. Weird. I do not know how to describe it. I Love my new classes. Things are so different here fOr some reason. I don't know why. I am nerVous about school, I havE 18 hours and a new job coming my waY. Someone shoOt me I wish my parents were rich and I never had to work becaUse my body is already tired from working and I am still in my teens. I am sucha bitcher. Oh well. Me and my roommate share a bed, everyone probably thinks we are gay, but instead of having two twins we now have two twins pushed together to a big bed! This post is dumb, I quit.

current mood: curious

(Crown Me)

Saturday, December 15th, 2007
12:40 am - This town and its people are going to be the death of me
I'm sitckin it out for those who care, because in the end they will be the only ones there...
How can you need someone around so much that you just met? p.s. I am "home"(Daphne)

current mood: Feelin a little bit rusty

(Crown Me)

Wednesday, October 10th, 2007
11:22 am
get tangled up in me....


enough of that.

I need some hot lovin and my best friend

and my mom i miss my mom...
Taylor and I spent oh about 3 hours looking up house plans..cwepicked out our home and our rive rhouse.. we aspire big!!!

(Crown Me)

Saturday, August 18th, 2007
7:39 pm
Today has been the loneliest of all my days here. Nicole has been at RUsh allday and will be there till 1am Kirsten is in Memphis and Matt is in Savannah. The crazy black girls have been with their "booty calls" all day. SO i have been pretty much by myself all day. It hasn't been to awful but still sort of lonely. Ihave defnately made some interesting friends. Most of them are black and thats fine with me. They are always making me laugh about something!! I don't know what i owuld do without Nicole and Matt though. Im finally glad i came here. I think it was something I needed to do for myself and as much as I miss my friends at home I know this is going to be the best place for me. I don't want to start classes though. But whatever. Ive only cried twice since i have been here and it was all in the same day so Iam pretty proud of myself. I am also going to start building a house Sept 5 for Habitat for Humanity and it will tkae us until THanksgiving to finish so I won't be coming home until THanksgiving but I think this will be an experience that I will always remember! I don't know much. Last night I had two black boys fight over me!!!!!! Thats somethign that has never happned to me before. And we hiked like five miles in the dark bug infested campus!!!!!! Other than that I don't know a whole lot. feel free to email me msc192@msstate.edu or call me 251 895 5999 I have a PO box too if you would like to write me!!

(2 Tiaras | Crown Me)

Monday, August 13th, 2007
10:51 am
This has been the most interesting two days of my life.....
I met the girls across the hall bc they they cupid shuffled in to my room at 10pm
they had quite the dance party

Here is a summary of what the girls from room 528 did yesterday:
Woke up to maintenance tryign to fix the door next to us
Layed around the dorm for like 3 hours
Went to walmart (and didn't get lost)
Came home had lunch (ramen)
I napped and Nicole tracked down where her classes are on a map
Then we ventured all over campus for a few hours
went to dinner with our RA and 3 other girls
came back and the black girls across the hall taught us how to cupid shuffle,the heisman,two-step,and superman in the hall (soooo funny that the boys form the other side of the hall came to visit us)
We helped the girl next door move stuff
and then we went downstairs to where everyone (mostly all black) wee having a dance off and playing ping pong in the lobby
So we sat down and this nice guy matt tuaght us how to play spades and invited Nicole, Kirsten, and myself to watch a movie iwth him and his roommate on the 2nd floor. Ended up being a lot of fun!! Came back to our room at about 2 ate some snacks with Misha,Lynn,and TK and tucked ourselves in to bed...
kudos if you read all of this.

current mood: happy

(Crown Me)

Friday, August 10th, 2007
10:29 pm
Peace out Bitches....

Come and visit me sometime
Im only 4.5 hours away from Daphne!!

current mood: curious

(1 Tiara | Crown Me)

Tuesday, July 10th, 2007
11:33 am
Gwar kicked my ass.....

(2 Tiaras | Crown Me)

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